Allah ji k naam...

Ilahi Teri Chokhat Pr Bhikari Ban K Aya Hon..
Sarapa Faqr Hon, Ijz-O-Nadamat Saath Laya Hon..

Bhikari W0 K Jis Ke Paas Jholi Hy Na Payala Hy..
Bhikari W0 Jise Hiras-O-Hawas Ne Maar Dala Hy..

Mata-E-Deen-O-Danish, Nafs Ke Hathon Se Lutwa Kr..
Sakoon-E-Qalb Ki Daulat Hawas Ki Bhaint Charhwa Kr..

Luta Kr Sari Poonji Ghaflat-O-Issyan Ki Daldal me...
Sahara Lene Aya Hon Tere Kaabay K Aanchal me..

Gunahon Ki Lipat Se, Kainat-E-Qalb Afsurda..
Iraaday Muz'mehel, Himmat Shikasta, Hoslay Murda..

Kahan Se Laon Taqat Dil Ki Sachi Tarjumani Ki..
K Kis Janjal me Guzri Hain Ghariyan Zindgani Ki..

Khulasa Ye Ke Bs Jal Bhun K Apni Roo-Sayahi Se..
Sarapa Faqr Ban Kr Apni Haalat Ki Tabahi Se..

Tere Darbar me Laya Hon Apni Ab Zaboon-Haali..
Teri Chokhat K La'iq Hr Amal Se Hath Hain Khaali..

Ye Tera Ghar Hy, Tere Mehr Ka Darbar Hy Maula..!!
Sarapa Noor Hy, Ik Mohabat-E-Anwaar Hy Maula..!!

Teri Chokhat K Jo Adaab Hain, Me Un Se Khaali Hon..
Nhi Jis Ko Saleeqa Mangane Ka, W0 Sawali Hon..

Zubaan Ghalt-E-Nadamat Dil Ki Na'kas Tarjumani Pr..
Khudaya! Reham Meri Is Zaban-E-Ijz-Zabani Pr..

Ye Ankhen Khushk Hain, Ya Rab Inhen Rona Nhi Aata..
Sulagte Daagh Hain Dil me Jinhen Dhona Nhi Aata..

Ilahi Teri Chokhat Pr Bhikari Ban K Aya Hon..!!
Sarapa Faqr Hon, Ijz-O-Nadamat Saath Laya Hon..!!

Death is a reality......

Maot 1 haqiqat hy! DEATH, jis ne mjhe zindgi ki ahmiyat btai! jis ne mjhe zindgi se qareeb krdia! apni Maa ko operation ki us table pe dekh k jo mjhe un se dor b lejaskti thi, wo gharyaan jo mene operation theater k bahr 3 ghante khare ho k guzare; us k baad ka b sara wqt jb me apni us Maa ko unconscious dekhti thi jis ne hr qadam pe mera sath dia, hr jaga, hr pal, hr ghari jo mre sath rheen, jinki duaaon ne mjhe aj ase maqaam pe pohanchaya hy k log mri izzat krte han, me us Maa k sirhane beth k kitne he din jb tak wo medicines k asr me theen, me roz sochti k wo kb uthengi??? kb mjhse vse he baten krengi jese pehle krti theen??? me khamosh thi, mri zuban band thi, ankhen khushk theen. dekhne walay smjhte thy k mjhe apni Maa ka dukh nhi lekin me islia chup thi k agr me roi to mjhe chup krane wali Maa to behosh thi...


mene kbhi ghor he nhi kia tha k Me apni Mama ko kitna chahti hon. na unho ne kbhi pocha, na mene kbhi btaya. shayd hum dono 1 dosre ko itna zada smjhte han k hmen pochne ki zrorat he nhi! aj jb me apni Maa k sath bethti hon to shikayat krti hon k agr wo us din mjhe akela chor k chali jateen to me kbhi un se bat na krti............


I l0ve u Mama!! whatever I say or do, I know, em not a very nice girl, me apko boht tang krti hon or me apko kbhi bta bhi nhi skongi k mene apse kitna pyar kia hy but Allah mre dil ka haal jante hy!! shayd kbhi ap jaan sko, how much I l0ve u....!!


Meri Maa k naam! jis k bina Me jee nhi skti....!!

Ilahi! Teri chokhat pr sawali ban k aya hon......

Ishtiaq Ahmad - Pride of Pakistan

Reading remained my passion since childhood. Reading books and stories was the most interesting thing for me. I wasn't a book worm, I was just passionate to know more and more in less time! :) Even I started reading newspaper at the age of 11. Many children of my age thought me as a fool but once a passion, an emotion, a true feel starts living in the very bottom of your heart, you cant escape it, even if you wanted to leave that!

I read my first detective novel by Ishtiaq Ahmad when I was in class 8th and after that there was no end... :) Starting from Inspector Jamshed series, there were countless of Inspector Kamran and Shoki series too, but the flow n accent in Jamshed series, accompanied by his 2 sons Mehmood, Farooq and daughter Farzana kept me indulge and out of this world untill finishing the book. :)

Ishtiaq sahab's novels are not just simple detective stories having funny tit bits written in SHUSTA URDU, but they are much influential having references from the Holy Quran and Hadees-e-Nabvi (P.B.U.H.) in simple and child-friendly manner that everyone understands them and in most cases, ready to follow them at once. I myself started offering 5 times prayers regularly after reading orders of Allah about 'Namaz' (Muslims' way of prayer means "to bow before Almighty Allah") in one of his novels.

The way Ishtiaq sahab writes, collaborates with your life; the very life you are living! and I m proud to declare that if it wasn't for Ishtiaq Ahmad's novels, I probably may not be having so much vocabulary in my own mother-language URDU and to garnish it, there were proverbs used in such nice a manner that they became a part of my daily life language and I m more acknowledged by my students as compared to other teaching staff now :). Once you started reading from Title to HADEES-e-NABVI (P.B.U.H.) to DO BATEN to first baab, you wont come back to the life around you until you done with the last page! :)

For more detailed and trusty info, you may follow the link at wikipedia:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ishtiaq_Ahmad_(writer)

I still read and a fan of Ishtiaq sahab's writing stuff. Wish, I could myself ever pay him my regards...!!

Sumbul Khan :)

1st blog on Valentine's dae, 2010

Ever since I started using internet, it was just like having a loaded gun in hand and not knowing what to do with it! :) I never say that I was toooooooo intelligent or something in 2004 when I started my graduate degree unwillingly and was compelled to use internet as I've taken Advance Computer Studies as subject :( ; I only believe that reading and memorizing theory is 1 thing but implementing it and experiencing what it actually meant is another :D. It is exciting sometimes, but at times its just horrible.

The idea of writing blog was in my mind since I stared field work or to be more precise, JOB. I havent been in any habit of writing diary but now I think that what I learnt from life, I should share it with friends so that they can make something useful out of it..!!

And last, today is valentine's day!! :) I'll write about it some other time; when I feel like relieving my true experiences at last.. ;)

HaPpY Valentine's Dae..!! :)

Sumbul Khan :)