Allah ji k naam...

Ilahi Teri Chokhat Pr Bhikari Ban K Aya Hon..
Sarapa Faqr Hon, Ijz-O-Nadamat Saath Laya Hon..

Bhikari W0 K Jis Ke Paas Jholi Hy Na Payala Hy..
Bhikari W0 Jise Hiras-O-Hawas Ne Maar Dala Hy..

Mata-E-Deen-O-Danish, Nafs Ke Hathon Se Lutwa Kr..
Sakoon-E-Qalb Ki Daulat Hawas Ki Bhaint Charhwa Kr..

Luta Kr Sari Poonji Ghaflat-O-Issyan Ki Daldal me...
Sahara Lene Aya Hon Tere Kaabay K Aanchal me..

Gunahon Ki Lipat Se, Kainat-E-Qalb Afsurda..
Iraaday Muz'mehel, Himmat Shikasta, Hoslay Murda..

Kahan Se Laon Taqat Dil Ki Sachi Tarjumani Ki..
K Kis Janjal me Guzri Hain Ghariyan Zindgani Ki..

Khulasa Ye Ke Bs Jal Bhun K Apni Roo-Sayahi Se..
Sarapa Faqr Ban Kr Apni Haalat Ki Tabahi Se..

Tere Darbar me Laya Hon Apni Ab Zaboon-Haali..
Teri Chokhat K La'iq Hr Amal Se Hath Hain Khaali..

Ye Tera Ghar Hy, Tere Mehr Ka Darbar Hy Maula..!!
Sarapa Noor Hy, Ik Mohabat-E-Anwaar Hy Maula..!!

Teri Chokhat K Jo Adaab Hain, Me Un Se Khaali Hon..
Nhi Jis Ko Saleeqa Mangane Ka, W0 Sawali Hon..

Zubaan Ghalt-E-Nadamat Dil Ki Na'kas Tarjumani Pr..
Khudaya! Reham Meri Is Zaban-E-Ijz-Zabani Pr..

Ye Ankhen Khushk Hain, Ya Rab Inhen Rona Nhi Aata..
Sulagte Daagh Hain Dil me Jinhen Dhona Nhi Aata..

Ilahi Teri Chokhat Pr Bhikari Ban K Aya Hon..!!
Sarapa Faqr Hon, Ijz-O-Nadamat Saath Laya Hon..!!

Death is a reality......

Maot 1 haqiqat hy! DEATH, jis ne mjhe zindgi ki ahmiyat btai! jis ne mjhe zindgi se qareeb krdia! apni Maa ko operation ki us table pe dekh k jo mjhe un se dor b lejaskti thi, wo gharyaan jo mene operation theater k bahr 3 ghante khare ho k guzare; us k baad ka b sara wqt jb me apni us Maa ko unconscious dekhti thi jis ne hr qadam pe mera sath dia, hr jaga, hr pal, hr ghari jo mre sath rheen, jinki duaaon ne mjhe aj ase maqaam pe pohanchaya hy k log mri izzat krte han, me us Maa k sirhane beth k kitne he din jb tak wo medicines k asr me theen, me roz sochti k wo kb uthengi??? kb mjhse vse he baten krengi jese pehle krti theen??? me khamosh thi, mri zuban band thi, ankhen khushk theen. dekhne walay smjhte thy k mjhe apni Maa ka dukh nhi lekin me islia chup thi k agr me roi to mjhe chup krane wali Maa to behosh thi...


mene kbhi ghor he nhi kia tha k Me apni Mama ko kitna chahti hon. na unho ne kbhi pocha, na mene kbhi btaya. shayd hum dono 1 dosre ko itna zada smjhte han k hmen pochne ki zrorat he nhi! aj jb me apni Maa k sath bethti hon to shikayat krti hon k agr wo us din mjhe akela chor k chali jateen to me kbhi un se bat na krti............


I l0ve u Mama!! whatever I say or do, I know, em not a very nice girl, me apko boht tang krti hon or me apko kbhi bta bhi nhi skongi k mene apse kitna pyar kia hy but Allah mre dil ka haal jante hy!! shayd kbhi ap jaan sko, how much I l0ve u....!!


Meri Maa k naam! jis k bina Me jee nhi skti....!!