Maot 1 haqiqat hy! DEATH, jis ne mjhe zindgi ki ahmiyat btai! jis ne mjhe zindgi se qareeb krdia! apni Maa ko operation ki us table pe dekh k jo mjhe un se dor b lejaskti thi, wo gharyaan jo mene operation theater k bahr 3 ghante khare ho k guzare; us k baad ka b sara wqt jb me apni us Maa ko unconscious dekhti thi jis ne hr qadam pe mera sath dia, hr jaga, hr pal, hr ghari jo mre sath rheen, jinki duaaon ne mjhe aj ase maqaam pe pohanchaya hy k log mri izzat krte han, me us Maa k sirhane beth k kitne he din jb tak wo medicines k asr me theen, me roz sochti k wo kb uthengi??? kb mjhse vse he baten krengi jese pehle krti theen??? me khamosh thi, mri zuban band thi, ankhen khushk theen. dekhne walay smjhte thy k mjhe apni Maa ka dukh nhi lekin me islia chup thi k agr me roi to mjhe chup krane wali Maa to behosh thi...
mene kbhi ghor he nhi kia tha k Me apni Mama ko kitna chahti hon. na unho ne kbhi pocha, na mene kbhi btaya. shayd hum dono 1 dosre ko itna zada smjhte han k hmen pochne ki zrorat he nhi! aj jb me apni Maa k sath bethti hon to shikayat krti hon k agr wo us din mjhe akela chor k chali jateen to me kbhi un se bat na krti............
I l0ve u Mama!! whatever I say or do, I know, em not a very nice girl, me apko boht tang krti hon or me apko kbhi bta bhi nhi skongi k mene apse kitna pyar kia hy but Allah mre dil ka haal jante hy!! shayd kbhi ap jaan sko, how much I l0ve u....!!
Meri Maa k naam! jis k bina Me jee nhi skti....!!
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